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7:05 AM.
" Friday, October 5, 2007

this is the end of the amaths paper, with 4 more papers left, it doesn't exactly help that i take triple science.i better start studying for my retake. just in case. personally, this round's chemistry was practically chicken feet. the biology paper came to me as rather unexpected. it was rather well, average i guess. with the FYEs going on, all i can manage to get is a few pathetic hours of sleep.:/i do wish sometimes that the FYEs were more spread out over the days, and not like crammed into a 7-day limit. its just not fair. who's ever heard of having to study for double sciences on the same day?thats just crazy. At least im not taking my Os this year, the social studies and biology paper are together. this means there is loads of memorisation to be done, and there's no way i can cover both in a day.

hah, im so crazy over Kindachi!i can just plop down right in front of the computer and watch it for the entire day!i would love to do a kindachi marathon anyday."i swear upon grandfather's name" *swoon*kindachi's manner is so amusing, and it's like the perfect eye-candy.seriously.
here's a few reasons why:
1. the show is just brill.
2.loads of twists and plots, with the involvement of a love story.
3.very good storyline.typical japanese.
4.do you know just how good-looking is hajime kindachi?very.
5.the show is so addictive.(maybe they added visual-nicotine or something)

over the exam period, i have consumed: pocky,granola bars,milky bars,cereal bars,gummy bearsfruitsballs,chocolatechip cookies,tons of candy,chocolate,instant noodlessoup,biscuits,nuts, giant caplicos, yadda yadda.


ps:i think im suffering canned coffee withdrawal.
pss:thanks to the few dear people who helped me with my amath preparations.im last-minute .
psss:i wanna go out after the exams. anyone up for it?







mm.red paper stars are delish.


Light Up The Sky

You're making a choice to live like this
In all the noise,I am silence
You already know how it ends tonight
You're running in the dark through a fire fight
And I would explode just to save your life
Yeah, I would explode

Let me light up the sky
Light it up for you
Let me tell you why
I would die for you
Let me light up the sky

I can't find a wall to pin this to
They're all coming down since I found you
I just wanna be where you are tonight
I run in the dark, looking for some light
And how will we know if we just don't try?
We won't ever know

Let me light up the sky
Light it up for you
Let me tell you why
I would die for you
Let me light up the sky
Light it up for you
Let me make this mine
I'll ignite for you

Let me light up the sky
Just for you tonight
Let me help you fly
Cause you won't have time
To cover your eyes
To get your disguise
They won't ask you why
They'll just watch you die

And it's still so hard to be who you are
So you play this part
The show goes on
You've come this far with a broken heart
Yeah, you've come this far
And you've broken...

Let me light up the sky
Light it up for you
Let me tell you whyI would die for you
Let me light up the sky
(Light up the sky)
Light it up for you
(Light it up for you)
Let me make this mine
(Let me make this mine)
I 'll ignite for youI'll ignite for you

Let me light up the sky
Light it up for you
Let me tell you whyI would die for you

And it's still so hard to be who you are
But you've come this far with a broken heart
And it's still so hard to be who you are
But you've come this far with a broken...

Light up the sky
Let me light up the sky


8:08 AM.
" Sunday, September 23, 2007

Today, was extremely fulfilling. indoor stadium, marina square, esplanade, all made my day. man, i super envy those whose prelims are over. but when they're having their Os, ill be playing like nobody's business.BLEAH!:P

oh, tomorrow is the first paper, and i should be like resting or something, but ive decided to do some writing, haha. for practice? but im sure that with my naturall writing skills, i'll do rather okay, but with jesus' supernatural grace, i'll do FAB!

oh man, i really like the song 1973! cassie and charmaine was singing it. but esther didnt know the song, sadly. kudos to cassie who sent me the great song! its super, and definitely worth the listen.

'I will call you up everyday saturday night, and we both stayed out 'til the morning light. And we sang, "here we go again" .And though time goes by, I will always be in a club with you. It was nineteen seventy three. Singing "here we go again" '

its a great change compared to hey there delilah, which is incessantly being played almost everywhere. :/i so do not like that song anymore, i so do not want it to get all stuck in my head!





i will not trust my arm of flesh, upon your word i stand.

jesus, you grace has raised me up

jesus, your truth has set me free

to worship & adore you lord

for all you are to me
























im just an ordinary girl, with an extraordinary god, see how i'll fare.
it's gonna be totally amazing.
:)








2:46 AM.
" Thursday, September 20, 2007

Hello, meet my egg, XUNHAO.
much love to cassie, who helped me deal with my frustration!:D


i have so much homework, and a history project due tomorrow.wth. god bless me with LIGHTSPEED! with so much going on now, i can only pray for the best. FYE's are around the corner.MUGGERS ON YOUR MARK, GET SET, GO!:)
MINT!




6:09 AM.
" Wednesday, September 19, 2007

I DO NOT LIKE YU KAI!
please understand that.thankyou.


crap. my earphones conked out on me. :/





RANDOM THINGS

1.IM ONLY POSTING BECAUSE I HAVE TO CLARIFY SOMETHINGS.

2.I DON'T REALLY LIKE SCOUTS, WITH A FEW EXCEPTIONS

3.I MISS MOLLY.

4.SOMETIMES WHEN IM REALLY FRUSTRATED, I FEEL LIKE RUNNING AND SCREAMING.

5.I REALLY LIKE THIS COLOUR. WHICH IS JADE GREEN.

6.I STAINED MY HANDS WITH SOMETHING, I HAVE NO I DEA WHAT.

7.I SHOULD BE STUDYING NOW.

8.I LIKE PASSING NOTES IN CLASS CAUSE ITS FUN.

9.MY FINGERNAILS MAKE MIGHTY WEAPONS.

10.I LOVE TO WASTE TIME MAKING STUPID LISTS.





APOLOGIES TO XUNHAO!:/


















now im running and screaming.


5:01 AM.
" Monday, August 20, 2007

back from OBS!
130707
brought a sleeping bag, which no one else brought, so i passed it to wei le who then brought it to class. then we had a crash course in kayaking, which i already can do. the saltwater just kept irritating my eyes. learnt how to pitch a tent. took about 1hr odd to pitch them all. ate and slept in our tent!

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packed our haversacks and hiked to campsite 1, the nicer one that is! did rockclimbing, and belaying! then had the best bath we ever had in obs!

150707
kayaking expedition! woke up like damn early to prepare our stuff. shared boat with nazurul& shobana! it was so tiring, and trying especially if you have to pull niny cute rot your own weight but others as well.linken lost the bag of raisins!O.O It sunk into the depths of the oceans when he capsized. how depressing. did jetty jump after that! hiked to another campsite, which had the forest for toilets, but we managed anyway!

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land expedition! in an instant, my new shoes have become muddy and worn! we sang and told cold jokes to keep us encouraged. saw the marvelous view form the top of a hill. the quarry lake was gorgeous! went all the way to mamam, which was where we went to do field cooking in ad camp 2! saw an extremely smell wild boor which kept salivating and tiny cute rabbits which reminded me of the game that someone asked me to play. super tired blistered feet for marco polo! iskandar made us apple crumble, which tasted delish!

170707
rained in the morning, and we just mooched around the campsite. packed bags bought shirts and we were raring to go. unfortunately, due to our stingy ahem, we had no trasport back, and had to resort to squeezing into some public bus back.lost my wallet o the train back, but the train ppl called me back later at night to inform me that they found it and that everything was intact! whoo! praise jesus! ate ban mian in tiong.supposed to go to bradley's birthday party but slept instead. haha


4:47 AM.
" Thursday, August 9, 2007

going to obs like next week, and im still clueless! the list doesnt mention anything about toilet paper, sleeping bags, plates or whatsoever! oh man, plus i've been told that itsreally tough in obs, and there are like really vicious sandflies. WHAT HAVE I GOTTEN MYSELF INTO?
*screams* bringing liquid fuel instead of solid fuel cause gerard says its easier to start a fire, haha. i plan on keeping a journal during obs and like mug whenever i can. ive also written a few verses to keep me all cheery and perky during camp. WHEE, jesus is so FOR me! with him around,there will be any no tribulations!will only be back next friday, so i cant watch charrie's drama.D: hmm, maybe i shall try! oh, im sure i'll miss the petting zoo!
080807.
went to study wil cassie, charrie and nana at starbucks. ate at yoshi's with cassie before the rest came. she kept feeing me with uber tasty KIMCHI!whee!surprisingly, we managed to get some studying done. although, we kept getting high on songs! there was this really cute toddler who kept smiling and staring at us. lol. saw YIWEN and ASHLEY! reallly happy then.


CAN I BE YOUR MEMORY?


6:47 PM.
" Saturday, August 4, 2007

this week was a complete bore. school was boring, as usual. at least we got to do badminton, tennis and table tennis though! Although tennis was more of serving, then going to pick up the balls.haha. after dare, followed esther to buy some bodyshop cucumber facial wash thing, instead we went for a really short shopping spree! bought 2 tops from zara and esther bought eyeliner! then we created the petting zoo theme song! whee! today is eyeliner day haha. shall meet the petting zoo later. YAY!

THE PETTING ZOO THEME SONG!
do you know the petting zoo?
the petting zoo? the petting zoo?
do you know the petting zoo,
who's glorious, great and gorgeous?

yes i know the bunny and
the bear and the chicken duck!
yes i know the hamster and
the guinea pig and the kangaroo!

bbcdghk,bbcdghk,
bbcdghk,bbcdghk!
and thats the PETTING ZOO!



"THE ME .
a bona fide smile

Can i be your memory?




i took YINGYING for a ride in my death cab,she tipped me with a kiss. I dropped her off at the PETTING ZOO.Before she left she made a dashboard confessional and spilled her guts in cursive .But what's worse is I could still see her bright eyes like sunny day real estate.She played games but she took em too far.In between the frowns and scraps and heart attacks,I remember I seen her on 15 NOVEMBER,on a thursday, taking back sunday for a refund.She shot a wink like no hard feelings.Then she jetted to NCC,man them pills had me spun.she remembers the time you sat and told her about your Jesus and how not to look back even if no one believes her. now she's heels over head, she's hanging upside down, shakin me up, turn it up.

"TAG, YOUR IT.
holler and scream!


"CLICKABLES .
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"wishlist .
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black glitter flats(trendy zone)
magic fab notebook(prints)

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